1．STRAIGHT UP GIRL STUFF 2
A Perfect Fit 2
Not Just for Girls Anymore! 9
The Bust Developer 11
"One Day You'll Look Back on This..." 15
The Day I Gave My Panties Away 18
Unidentified Floating Object 22
Girl to Girl 26
Do Girls Belong? 34
2．I'VE GOT THE POWER 38
Big Things 38
Call Me 42
The Slam Book 46
Compassion for a Bully 49
The Most Important Lesson 53
Lost and Found Dream 57
A Cheer of Triumph 60
3．FRIENDSHIP AND BFFS 65
Soul Sisters 65
The Five Flavors 70
My Friend 73
Forget Him 77
Do You Remember When? 80
One Is Silver and the Other Is Gold 82
A Friend's Secret 88
A Valentine to My Friends 93
4．FAMILY MATTERS 97
The Day Our Dad Came Home 97
God on Her Side 101
Miracle Babies 107
The Perfect Brother 111
One Single Egg 115
Raining Memories 119
Sarah's Story 123
Home 127
5．SISTER SISTER 132
Ready or Not 132
Jackie's Little Sister 137
Big Sister 139
If Only 142
The Wild Hair 146
The Gift of Faith 148
Best Friend 152
6．TOUGH STUFF 157
For Michelle 157
The Day My Life Ended 161
Cancerthe Only Word I Can't Say 164
It's Never Your Fault 167
BFF 171
Hero 175
Behind the Bathroom Door 181
Sleep-Away Camp 185
7．THE PRESSURE'S ON 190
So Which Will It Be?Us——or Her? 190
Danny's Courage 193
You Are Never Too Young to Take a Stand 196
Trying to Handle It 199
The Party That Lasted a Lifetime 203
Suffocating 210
To Have a Boyfriend—or Not? 212
Easy as 1,2,...3 219
Intimidation 222
8．CRUSHIN'HARD 227
My Story 227
A"Bite"of All Right! 232
Never Should Have 234
My First Kiss 239
Secret Crush 241
The Truth 245
Learning How to Move On 247
Nineteen 250
9．CHANGES,CHANGES AND MORE CHANGES 254
Late Bloomer 254
ARB 259
Headgear 263
Did She Say"Ovary"? 267
Hair Horror 273
Strapped for Cash 277
I Learned the Truth at Thirteen 282
10．FREE TO BE ME 286
The Shy Girl 286
Never Cool Enough 292
Parting Ways 297
Sweet Lies 299
Okay to Be Me 304
Ugly Girl 308
Afterword 314